Ok, my Nubian Queens, don’t be hatin on a sista for dating outside her race, because I have in the past and probably will again in the future.

I live in a very secluded rural northern Wisconsin town (actually, it’s a Village) and my choices are quite scant.

Lately, tho………I have been on a mission to find a brotha who can satisfy my needs and leave his drama somewhere other than on my doorstep, but finding that a mission impossible.

You would think that what I have to offer would be in great demand by any man in his right mind: a successful, self-sufficient woman who owns her home and property surrounding it (ladies, owning land is an asset even if you don’t have shit on it other than a bunch of trees to seclude your domain from anything that is not on four legs); a woman who does not want to get married or want to have a man around 24/7; a woman who does not NEED anything from a man monetarily; a woman who is smart, funny, fun and attractive; a woman with excellent transportation and willing to take that shit on the road; a woman who has a libido in overdrive and an insatiable appetite; a woman who doesn’t mind knowing that the brotha has other CAT besides mine (which is the bestest, I might add) LOL

Why is it so damn hard to find a black man who has all of the above, AND a magic stick??

I continually run across brothas who ain’t got no ride, no cash, no home, a bunch of Bebe’s kids but be fine as hell and a stick that does more than magic with a smooth ass con that would put the smartest Nigerian to shame.

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Or I find a brotha who does have all of the above, but be ugly as hell and a little wrinkled piece with fuzz nuts!!

Dang, can someone tell me where to find that ONE brotha – total package. Does he exist?? I am finding that hard to conceive.

Which brings me back to my opening statement. So, last night I had this dream and I am wondering what it means. I am sitting on my bed naked, just out of the shower and applying lotion to my body. I am in a building that is tall and my window overlooks the land. All of a sudden I notice out in the field a 'white man' standing there gazing up at me and I feel like he can see me even though he is waaaaay down there on the ground. He has the appearance of someone I know and I begin this erotic display of applying the lotion to my body as I lay there across my bed. Once in a while I glance over to the window and I can see him watch me and he becomes aroused. Why did he appear in my dream as a WHITE MALE?? I am not looking for a white man, I want and desire a black man.

I realize that my major obstacle happens to be geography, but out there somewhere is a black man who fits the requisite criteria. Just tell me HOW to find him and I will handle the rest.